civics time.. xiaoxin and i discussed about funfair with the class. im his assistant cg so yeah. then went to dance studio right after that. had dance audition. theres two combination.. the first combination.. i really messed it up. its funky dance.. the second one really tried hard to learn the steps, which non-funky one. it wasnt really successful.. but no matter what.. i guess ill still strive on. yeahs.. thats my passion for dance. anyways. the audition results will be announced tmr. the instructor dont wanna announce today cause hes afraid he might be beaten up by someone? lol. even if this is so. if its unsuccessful, i'll still be in danceworks. if successful would be in syf. (=

rushed back home cause dismissal ended late. bathed once i got home and right after that, had my piano lessons. my fingers hurt me lots cause the skin like came out or smth.. but managed to play still. so after lessons.. hafta time to rest. dad talked to me.. okay i admit i was real sad after the talk. i can like cry in a second.. perhaps i was really tired so i react in such a way. and whats more. unhappiness happens after that.. its like going worse.. thats something i really cant take it.. i thought 2oo5 would be better.. but i guess i was wrong. i feel that when i try not to give up on it, it'll always make things worse. but fortunately. as i met such obstacles. i learn, i grow. and yeah so im able to take things easily lars. just need a lil time bah. even if its like this. i realised.. i've becoming more and more sensitive to those stuffs. shant say what it is.. but yah. my same old problem. ahh shant talk alr.. else ill feel.. yeahh..(: